women talking

what makes something cinematic…

and here i begin to doubt my own words

they falter because i stop believing in them as i create them

what make something cinematic is the artful manipulation of coincidence. the kind that rarely happens in real life and when it does, it feels magical. you feel as though you’ve seen something you should not have. a peak behind some universal curtain

“what follows is an act of female imagination” – Women Talking

we wrest the narrative from our attackers hands

siren’s shanty 2

She carefully shines the bottom of a tall thin Collins glass. She has the time. The bar is dead. The creak of the door breaks the silence. She looks up. Unhurried.

“Has Mr. Williams been by yet?” he asks, sitting down. She picks up another glass.

“Didn’t he die two weeks ago?”

“Two weeks,” he agrees. “I buried him a week ago and he still hasn’t found his way here?”

“Nope, no sign. But this fellow here,” she gestures to an empty stool, “just washed in. He fought in the Vietnam war.

“How’d he end up here?” he asks
She gestures to the rolling waves from the west-facing window.

siren’s shanty 1

Spirts dwell not only in the places they die, but more often in the places they lived, the places they loved. Some spirits, however, get lost trying to find their way from the first place to the second. Like the sailors lost at sea, or the fishermen who have fallen in, or even a spirit stranded many miles from home across a strange insurmountable ocean. These spirits spend weeks, years, centuries tumbled in the unfeeling waves, but eventually, they all wash up here, shake themselves off, and step in for a pint.

for your consideration, a list

I’ll add it to the list of things I’m not supposed to know
That anger between your brows
That this is no friendly competition
That you do care who wins

You

The list of things you shouldn’t say:

  1. I’m not interested
    Is to unkind to the man
    Who has made no effort to see beyond
    Your beautiful face
    It’s better to lie
    “I have a boyfriend”
    “I’m just not in the right place”
  2. You’re wrong
    Is unacceptable
    Just nod and smile
    As a he makes a joke
    At the expense of another
  3. No thanks
    Wounds his pride
    Because he’s only trying to help
    Who are you to question
    How kind he is
    How understanding
    How much you really his need help
  4. Fuck off
    is too mean to say to a man
    Who harasses you on the subway
    Who are you
    To stand up for yourself

Who are you
To say how you feel

Just add it to the list