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There is a boulder thick with moss along the beach that looks like one man leaning over another’s back. It’s an easy thing to climb if you are young and don’t mind scraping your knees the way Hazel doesn’t. She is already watching the ocean with the wind licking her neck – the way you can’t when you’re on the ground like Ray is – when Ezrah catches up to him.

“Want to go up, bud?” Ray shakes his head.

“No,” he says. But he watches Hazel with frustrated jealousy, scared to say that he’s scared of climbing up. Ros walks up slowly from behind.

“Really?” she asks, sounding surprised. “Because there are sirens up there. They’ll listen to you when you’re feeling sad.” Ray looks back up at Hazel on the top of the rock.
“Sirens? Really?”

Ros nods. The air of gravity she always keeps around her makes her easy for a kid to believe as Ray does now. He looks at Ros. She doesn’t make him ask her for help.

“Go on up. I’ll make sure you don’t fall.” Ray’s mouth parts in an uncertain smile, and he starts up the mossy foot of the first man. Ezrah tries to pierce Ros’s silence with his eyes.

“We used to think there were sirens up there,” he smiled.

“There are,” Ros answers. Her face remained sharp sea-broken rock.

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Rosmond was a quiet out-of-towner when Ezrah met her first four years ago. She smiled well on command, but she wouldn’t invite herself to talk to you and she would stop eating if she knew you were watching.

Ezrah thought she didn’t eat at all when his parents told him to come to lunch with the nice new family in town with a daughter your age, Ezrah. He watched her hand hovering over her fork to see if he could catch the butterfly wing movement of her picking it up, but she did not. She kept her head bent. Halfway through Ezrah’s grilled cheese, she could finally talk to him.

“Can you stop watching?” she said in a voice that only reached as far as Evander in the seat next to Ezrah. There was not a daughter four years older like Evander but Evander had to come to this stupid lunch anyway.

“Why don’t you just eat?” Evander snapped. Rosmond could not answer. She also could not eat. She still could not answer until Ezrah’s parents took them to see the lovely little boardwalk just outside of town. Evander stepped over the still water tide pools and stilled the waving anemone with the point of a stick.

“Why not just leave it alone,” she whispered, and only Ezrah heard her.

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“Come look at this, Hazel. It’s a sea monster,” Raymundo taunts. Hazel sticks out her chin.

“I know that’s not a sea monster. That’s a mamenomy,” she stumbles over the word. It waves its fingers at her, and in return she pokes its stomach to make it flinch away from her.

“Gotcha!” she grins. Ray grumbles and looks for something else to torment his sister with.

“Your cousins are pretty cute,“ Ezrah comments. Rosmond nods slowly and silently, but she does not speak. Ezrah surveys the boardwalk for an interesting conversation topic, but the small town of Brightview is a sleepy little thing, and he quickly grows restless.

“Why don’t we go play with them?” he asks, knowing Rosmond will not ignore a direct question.

“I shouldn’t get involved,” she says. Hazel and Ray move down the beach and Rosmond gets up to follow. Ezrah notices that she does not mention him in her response. She does not say that Ezrah should not leave her to play with her cousins, but he knows better than to leave her alone on the beach.